Today, after hours of trying to concentrate on work, I got my hcg level back from the nurse. Besides being comforted by the "very average" number of 3000 (too low isn't a good sign and too high can mean twins) I learned something important about myself as a mother. I'm going to be a worrier. Maybe it was naive to think that by will power alone I could leave my worry-genes behind. I've tried to relax, I really have! But I also learned how wonderful every little bit of good news feels.
Courtney
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